My Life Right Now

Last updates February 3rd, 2013.

School: This year, I’ll be starting Year 10 at school, which will really be my first year of ‘senior school’. It’ll be interesting this year because I really need to focus on school; in the past I’ve just sort of cruised and I got by, but this year I need to actually do stuff and achieve something beyond ‘getting by’.

I have mixed feelings about going back to school. I’m dreading it because of how anxious I felt last year and how in-between everything I was, but I’m really looking forward to it because everyone says things get better after Year 9. And plus, I’m looking forward to seeing my teachers.

Family: My family situation right now is honestly really horrible. I mean, I know it wouldn’t as bad as other people’s, but it’s bad for me. I’m so, so, so unhappy at home.

Me: Last year, I was applied to go on exchange to Canada in August but things with friends and family happened and really affected me negatively. November 2012, I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and stress. I’m going to be seeing a psychiatrist in March. I want to get better.